Moving out and moving on...

Yesterday, I made the move to Riverton. There is no more turning back at this point.

It takes a lot of love for someone to stick around, but it takes a lot of love for yourself to be able to walk away. We both lived two completely different lives, heading into completely different directions, even counciling may not have been able to save us. But It was 7 years I invested into a marriage that I can really say is a definite learning experience.

I learned that when life seems its lowest, there is always your family there to help you pick up the pieces. I Only hope I grow from this a persue my dreams and I hope the best for Derrick. I hope he learns to take care of himself and learn how to live life on his own.

I know many say not to worry about the well being of their ex, but with personality I know myself enough to say that I will be willing to point him in the right direction.

No, that doesn't mean I would let either of us go back to eachother, but I will show him alternatives if he needed that guidence.

Once everything is finalized, I know it will be easier to walk away... Easier to breathe again... Easier to move on and find myself again.

Big Dreamer's Bucket List

My first posting as a Dreamer, I decided to make a bucket list. I'm hoping that you, my followers, will follow me on my journeys and invite you to partake in these tasks.

1. Swim with dolphins- those who have known me well know that I have always wanted a career as a marine biologist or anything that would bring me hands on with these amazing creatures. Any opprotunity that will let me spend a day... or a million with these beautiful mammals, I will take it in a heart beat. Whether its a trip to Discovery Cove or to sit by the petting pools at Sea World... I'm there.
2. Travel the world- If i could have the life of Samantha Brown and have my own show on the Travel Channel telling you where to vacation, and hot spots to "jet set"; I'd die a happy woman. Unfortunately, I have no sugar daddy, and I make an honest wage to make ends meet and keep me content. Until then, Hawaii is the furthest I have been from home.
3. Professional Photographer / Open a gallery- What started out as a favor for a friend building a modeling portfolio with a point and shoot camera has turned into a fun little hobby of mine. I'm not the greatest and haven't gone to school for photography, and pretty much what I've learned is from Youtube and costructive critisizm from a friend of mine. I like to take my "craptacular" DSLR (another topic for a later post) with me every once in a while, because I never know if I might witness something spectacular. I want to make art, post it in a gallery and I want people to look at my work and be in awe at the beauty I've captured...

Okay so my list isn't huge. Only 3 things at the moment, but I know with me having the attention span of a gold fish, I will add to it.

I invite any and all of you to join me on my journies and fulfill my bucket list throughout our lifetime.

Sweet Dreams and Dream Big,
Trina :)